MOOD: dno why. feeling emo =x
MUSIC: ai otsuka - planetarium and mariah carey - we belong together

Wow I've been lazy with my blogging recently aye? I should get back on track with it. Even though my usual excuse is that "i don't have time to blog". Hah I think I'm more lazy than anything

Don't know why I'm feeling emo right now. Just feeling very "meh" and "whatever". I think it's all the music that I'm listening to ^^; Alot of ballads, and generally slow-paced songs. Slows your whole body down and keeps you relaxed. Almost too relaxed that it makes you turn ~~emo~~ =(

Weekend was absolutely boring I swear. Saturday, decided to spend the whole day studying. Left house early in the morning, went to Epping and spent whole day at library, then tutoring. Then AFTER that, omgawsh, parents wanted to go eat buffet dinner. WALAO I was so full after. Felt like my stomach wanted to explode into 100 pieces ! =( curry was absolutly terrible...4/10 stars. it was bad.
Ohh it was my










THIS TIME _ jojo

damn catchy song ~~ and i like the lyrics ^_^



I made the mistake like before
Givin you the third degree, takin you through it
I told you I get what I want
And I ain't tryna hear nothin else but just do it
And I had to take a good look
When everything else didn't have a ring to it
I'm sittin here blamin myself
When I saw what you were feelin inside, I misused it

This time it's all my fault (Ooh oh)
This time I can't let go
This time I did it
Really, but I got these feelings
How am I supposed to know? (Ooh oh)
Can't let my weakness show (Yeah yeah)
Havin my fits may cause me to miss this first chance at real love

This time I won't let you get away from me
This time I'm gonna let you take it where it should be
This time I won't say no
Cause sayin no is a way to protect me
Baby this time (this time) this time (this time) this time (this time)
I'mma let you want me

Every female I know
Can't seem to take her eyes off of you and I see it
It's just that my girls been so hurt
And I'm not tryna be the next one goin through it
I see that I got somethin real
And I don't wanna lose it and gotta to say thank you
The thought of you gone gives me chills
So baby let's just put this aside and just come here

This time it's all my fault (Really all my fault)
This time I can't let go
This time I did it
Really, but I got these feelings (And I got these feelings)
How am I supposed to know? (To know)
Can't let my weakness show
Havin my fits may cause me to miss this first chance at real love

This time I won't let you get away from me
This time I'm gonna let you take it where it should be
This time I won't say no
Cause sayin no is a way to protect me
Baby this time (this time) this time (this time) this time (this time)
I'mma let you want me

Never will I deny you love me
All this time you stuck here and didn't leave (my time)
Now I know what 'trust me you will see' was (And I owe you)
All my heart and deepest apologies
So let's take this back to we got it man
I just wanna do this with you boy

This time I won't let you get away from me
This time I'm gonna let you take it where it should be
This time I won't say no
Cause sayin no is a way to protect me
Baby this time (this time) this time (this time) this time (this time)
I'mma let you want me
This time I won't let you get away from me
This time I'm gonna let you take it where it should be
This time I won't say no
Cause sayin no is a way to protect me

Baby this time (this time) this time (this time) this time (this time)
I'mma let you want me


MOOD: good good ~ ^__^
MUSIC: DBSK - O ~ jung.ban.hub and rihanna - please don't stop the music

Wow it's been a while since I posted. But seriously, nothing much has happened at all. It's just been so damn sien and everything. Ahh well, time to recap !

~ Weekend ~
Haha, apart from the usual study and tuition, absolutely nothing! Ohh my grandma went to msia for four months. WOW MAN WHY IS EVERYONE LEAVING FOR MSIA EXCEPT ME! I wanna go back to msia. Eurgh...ohh well, I'll get my chance sooon ^.^ v

Ohh, a woman called me up on Saturday asking whether I could tutor her son in primary 5. And it was right during tuition as well. Just concentrating during class, then suddenly *michelle branch - breathe ringtone* starts playing. zzz..scared me cause the class was so quiet and paying attention as well. Of course before I tutor anyone, I like to see what they're capable of and see what things they need improvement in. So Sunday I dropped by the kid's house and just had a look at what he can and can't do. Whaa man, he's pretty smart, but his mum just wants to push him further (typical from asian parents right? T_T) So yeah, now I tutor him every Monday.

Thing is...when the woman asked me my price, I usually charge $25/hr. Walao man, that woman so gutsy, try to bargain with me. Thing was..aiyoo she managed to negotiate down to $20/hr. Don't know what I was thinking..AIYO. T__T typical Shanghai people, always try bargain bargain, even if it's her son's education must try bargain...zzz..Ohh well, it's good money.

And then ANOTHER kid call me up asking for just one-off tutoring this Tuesday. I was like "eh, i charge $30/hr" and the parent was like "SURE SURE COME!". Haha YESSS XD $30/hr this Tuesday. Can't wait for the money to start coming in ~~

Actually I never thought I'd now start tutoring kids. Before I just tutor at the tutoring centre. But some of the parents have been asking the centre owner if she knows any good private tutor that can help her kid. Of all the tutors she picked me?! O__O She said I'm one of her best tutors, and she says I'm really capable of handling kids? Whaaa man. All makes sense. No wonder I want to do paediatrics in med school. All makes sense ^__^

~ Today ~
Eeeee~! Happy happy sia. The school has been planning to install mirrors into our drama room for so long, except it's never happened for a long time. FINALLY last Friday they got the people to install them in and today we could start using. WALAO ITS SO AWESOME. Me and a couple friends just stayed there whole of the morning before school, during our free periods and lunch as well. Ayeee ~ now I can dance whenever I want =) Friend choreo'd really nice routine today, so we're gna learn it sometime soon and then record it. We're thinking of using it for a future dance performance. Hmm, our group (ENCORE), hasn't performed in so so long. I think we should perform again ^^;

- jim


~~ YES OMGAWSH HE'S BEEN FOUND!! ~~

mei just sms'd me and told me he's still alive and well in wen chuan. and he's not injured either. omg i feel SO SO HAPPY . even though he's not even my own uncle, a HUGE HUGE weight off my shoulder has been lifted.

thank you, really, whoever was out there. God, Allah, Buddha...seriously, omgawsh

thank you so so much. for bringing my mei's happiness back and for saving her uncle's life. you have no idea how much it means to me x3 ~



MOOD: praying, praying, praying
MUSIC: - none right now -

x___x;; im in such a depressed state right now. really.
-sigh- how to start, where to start. guess i have to start from the top.

well, today was alright. everything went okay, then after school today no problems. was happy doing my work and all that. then..my "mei" at school calls me up (not my real mei, just close friend as always) and tells me that all her relatives got hit by the earthquake in china. she grew up in the sichuan region, the worst affected area of the earthquake and alot of her relatives have had to leave their homes because it's now all in rubbles..the worst part about it...

her uncle and two other relatives are missing. they're out of contact and she's really worried about them.

she called me up and she had already been crying for so long T__T. some more she's really close to her uncle, so for her, this was really really bad news to her. basically, when she was young, her dad was always busy with work, so her uncle would always look out for her, look after her. basically she grew up with her uncle as the father figure. so naturally they became really close. she even said that her uncle treats her more like a daughter than he treats his own son. so this news that now he's missing...its hitting her really hard. and the worst thing is, i feel so helpless. i cant do anythin to help her. i can give her moral support, but what use is that? hows that gonna help them find her uncle? = =;; and ive never seen her cry this badly before..so im really just..so...-sighs-

she told me to pray for his safety. of course ill be prayin every night for him..but man..x__x seeing my mei like that..its so painful to watch T_T almost unbearable. she's usually always so cheerful, so happy. we always pei each other when we can ~ so we've become really close as friends and we share all our deep secrets and stuff. and we always help each other when we can. but this time..i really do feel so useless. and i dont know what to do.

i told her not to go to school tomorrow, incase she ends up breaking down and then there'll be so many people swamping her, asking her whats wrong and all this and that. and right now the thing she needs most is her own space, her own time to sort things out so that she can pray for his safety. -sigh-

mei-mei...stay strong okay. remember you have a gor that's always lookin' out for you ^__^v even though i might not be of much help in a situation like this - where both you and i feel so useless - but just remember, if you ever need support, a shoulder to lean on, an ear to listn, ill always be there for you ~ x33~

- jim

T____T











MOOD: my mood so.."whatever ba"
MUSIC: Son-ho Young - My heart's in heaven and Zhang Li Yin - 星愿 (I WILL)

Just had another date with my treadmill lol. Walao I really need to use that thing more, I don't use it enough man. Feel so dead after intense workout T_T

Don't know what to say today. Today been so..whatever. Even to the point of moody = =;; Nothing happen today, same old usual crap at school. Study, come home, study. No wonder I'm going insane xP

Friend today showed me his new set of expensive cards. The pro BICYCLE brand used for all the magic tricks with cards and the proper ones that casinos use. He tried showing me magic trick, but LOL failed miserably. Just tell him to keep practicing and soon enough he'll get it ~~ jiayou =)

~~Zhang Li Yin~~



Wha this woman's not bad man. The song about 1-2 months old, but its damn nice ^__^ v I remember i uploaded onto my ipod but never really listen until today when I just shuffle songs

Weekend start tomorrow ~~ WEE! Must find time to go on "date" with my "jie jie" [ not my REAL jie jie of course =p just a good friend ] Haven't seen her in a long time and I miss her =( She's busy with sch and her parents really strict, won't let her go out much. JIE if you're reading my blog tell me when you're free then we can go hang somewhere! Since you shouted food last time, next time my shout! Wherever you want to eat, your choice ~ x3 And remember our deal with teppanyaki after october exams. We'll go book a few tables and bring heaps of people go makan and gai gai

- jim


WALAO forgot to add this onto my post. Remember how my mum went to msia earlier? Well she also went to see the progress of her 2nd brother's bungalow which has been in construction since 2006 (yah 2 YEARS TO BUILD MAN). And it's almost done and I tell you la, the bungalow is HUMUNGOUS. When I went msia last time in 2006, we saw it. And it was all bricks and basic outlay with nothing much. All I remember of it:

- 3 storeys
- TALL CEILING
- lots and lots of pillars
- huge front door
- personal gym
- tennis court
- swimming pool

RICH right?!

I went through my mum's photos this morning from the camera. And walao I almost fell off my seat after I saw the SIZE of this monstrosity. The house is BIIIG MAN. And it's almost ready to be moved in. The landscaping mostly done, the house also mostly done. Seriously la, check out this pics. I'm in pure SHOCK.


this not even the FRONT of the house. its the SIDE OF THE HOUSE


inside the house


check the size of the roof


3 storey house. thats the main staircase and the door leading to backyard


the front door!


the entrance. the yellow shirt is my 2nd uncle, the house owner. notice how TALL the roof is =O


front door from outside. also DAMN TALL


his future car-port. big enough to live in man.

Well, my uncle's been saving for quite a while now, so he definitely deserve to live in something that big. I think he owns a printing company and also been doing alot of land purchasing and leasing. So of course, easy for him to save up the money. If i remember clearly, the house cost him RM2.7million. I know the land was ALOT more expensive, but I have NO idea how much.

Best thing about all of this, my uncle told me, anytime I go to msia and I need place to stay, he's got like..5 guestrooms. FIVE MAN XD. WALAO, I can take 4 friends to go stay his place. XDDD CANT WAIT to go msia, and instead of spend money stay at hotel, can just GO HIS PLACE INSTEAD.

Hmm, I asked mum where the bungalow located. It's in BCB Country Heights near Kajang. Not too sure where that is la, my KL geography sucks like hell = = But i know the land very nice and got lots of HUGE houses as well -jealous-

WEEE ~~ I WANT HIS HOUSE! ><

- jim


MOOD: Tired and emo O_O
MUSIC: Elliot Yamin - Wait for You (again! XD)

Wow man, today I had a sudden burst of emo. Don't know why. Actually whole day there were no problems at all, then towards the end of the day just suddenly turned emo o.o" Don't ask me how...ohh well. Felt all sluggish and didn't feel like talking to anyone. Maybe it's because of my song choice. Elliot Yamin is so goood ^__^ The song's damn emo but I love it mah.



This isn't the real video. The real one, they disallowed embedding so I can't embed it into the blog T__T LAME LA

Hmm, actually maybe I do know why I so emo. I think I have some idea, but I give it a few days, let things pass and see whether it really is the cause of it all ~~ I hope it's nothing big though...=(

Aaanyway, on happier note, my best WISHES GO TO







MOOD: Now quite tired ^^;
MUSIC: None right now

Went gai gai today (finally, after so long). Had tutoring in the morning though from 10-12 as always. Sat with Cilinia today. Ended up we took photos in the back to keep ourselves entertained cause teacher started repeating himself with all the examples on the board. So naturally so boring we just zone out ^^;

After that, met up with Fiona and Caroline outside cinema and we went to watch Ironman. Walao that movie's damn good. Its so exciting and veery fun to watch man. Definitely go watch sometime, well worth it ^__^

After that, Jason, Fi and Caroline all had to go, so the rest of us just hang around mall and crap around. Ended up going to eat gelato and we just sat at the place for 2hrs just talking xD

Our damn nice gelato!

Jean, Don, Nathan, Eddie

Jean. I like the hoodie mah

= =;; Nathan got bored

I got bored too ^^;

And then after that went home ~~ Was quite fun man. Took a video of all of us, but it's so big. 21mb. Too lazy to upload or put anywhere ><

- jim

MOOD: Same old ~ same old xD
MUSIC: Plan B - More is enough (ft Epic Man)

Finally the weekend's come ^__^ Feels so good man. But then had tuition today as always from 2-5pm. Boring boring. I just realised how much work I have this coming term T_T It's crazy. I'm basically going to be

xx OVER WORKED xx for the next 5 months!

Ohh well, it better all be worthwhile at the end =P Then after all the big uni entrance exams I can go on that HOLIDAY which I'm saving up towards.

PLANNED COUNTRIES:
Japan, Korea, Hong Kong, Singapore, Malaysia, Taiwan (maybe), Shanghai (also a maybe)

I want to start planning it now, but can't >_< Still got so many other things on the side to worry about.

Yesterday was Nathan's birthday. Had this really nice chocolate cake with cherries and the lot during lunch. And Kerry brought along some REALLY NICE brownies. Kerry you make the BEST brownies x3~ I know they're full of sugar, chocolate and all that other yucky fatty stuff, but man they are REALLY nice!
So to properly celebrate, we're heading to Parramatta tomorrow, have lunch at thai restaurant and watch Untraceable. According to mum, the reviews for the movie are damn lousy, but ohh well. I don't mind ^^; Except..movies are so damn exp nowerdays. Like.. $11 or something? Been a long time since I went to cinema because the price is just ridiculous. Some more I have to pay for most of the things I want by myself nowerdays. No longer that financially supported by my parents. I just want my boss to call me in more than just once a week! If not, I'm stuck on AUD$25 per week. Which isn't much considering I have to save for:

- holiday
- new hp
- upgrade computer
- deposit for house (yaaaah believe it or not, i want to start saving for this already xD)
- uni fees.

WALAO man, SO MUCH TO SAVE FOR T____T Some more have to study damn hard on the side. And do this and do that. School activities, STUDY STUDY STUDY, parents business, STUDY STUDY STUDY, family issues. Crazy la. I hope I can cope.

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Ahh on another note, yesterday Beidi called me [ my imouto-chan // mei-mei // kouhai // junior at school // ah-yi // got so many nicknames for her lol. i dno how she became my mei AS WELL as my ahyi ]. She's got exams last week and this week so naturally she's studying damn hard. I tell her to relax though, "no worries man! this year really relaxed. wait till you hit my year when everythin you work for counts to what uni you go to", but yahh you know, their form right now has I think...26 couples?! It's around that number.

Crazy la. This year they had a whole new batch of people come in, around 30 new people join their grade. And ever since then, it's been totally mating season for the grade. Next thing you know, after 6-7 weeks there are 26 couples. And ahaha, my mei is one of those. Her bf quite an interesting guy man. Decent singer and all. Apparently he was a super big player in his old school before he moved to our school. Always tell her to watch out for that, but she says she knows he's not like that now. I really hope so la, for your sake =(

See the worst thing about this sort of sudden burst of couples, they're all short lived. Our grade also had a similar thing back in yr9 (equivalent of sec3 / form3 for you msians and sgers) and I think every single one of them died after about...a year? The longest one was a year. The shortest one was...believe it or not...3 days. -speechless-. Mine also was considerably short. Around 3 months? Looking at us back then, we were so immature, just jio anyone because it was "cool". Haha ohh it's good that we learn our lessons the hard way. No need to make anymore stupid mistakes xD ~~

- jim


HAO HAPPY! SCORED A 17x COMBO IN AUDI!

SONG: canon groove
BPM: 105 bpm
OPPONENT: Diego (NPC from story mode)

START chain

5x chain

10x chain

15x chain

17x chain

NPC tried to fight back with a 8x chain!

No surprises who won! XD

THE FINAL SCORE! XDDDD

- jim

MOOD: Busy, busy!

name: jim
DOB: 7/12/1990
born: KL, malaysia
currently in: sydney, australia
studying: medicine @ UNSW, sydney

x friends
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x investment portfolio
x completed degree
x dance til i drop
x dream house

'i'd rather regret doing something than not doing it at all..'

'take whatever you touch, and turn it into gold'

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