Today has just been..so...shit. There are simply no words to describe how..bad..it..has..been.. ~__~
Feeling so unstable now that I have no idea what's going on. Mind's a muddle. Heart's a muddle. Life's a muddle. If there's such thing as a triple whammy, I think I've just been slapped hard, 3 times in the face.
Family. Friends. Work.
The big 3 things most important to me. 3 issues, 1 each, all on
ONE DAY?! who the FUCK gets that sorta luck. SERIOUSLY. = =;;
- jim
-sighs- needs someone to pei wor while i just..vent it all out. X__X
MOOD: okay lor ^.^MUSIC: Take me take me - yumi shizukusaWeee my blog so dead already liao. No one comment and I been so busy this last week that I haven't had time to revamp. Poor blog so neglected ='( And I plan to do change in the skin sometime soon. Kinda feel the need to get a new oneOkaay so this whole last week been so busy with
exams. Yes it's all over! Feels so goood. Haha now I have a 3-day weekend from Sat - Monday. ^___^ v Sit back, relax and really enjoy after one
heck of a stressful week. I think my only consolation throughout the whole week was calling yee-yee [ aka ahma DOLLY ] once in a while. Haha I called her during her piano lesson on Friday. Whaa, only picked up piano 2 days ago. Haha when I called you during your piano lesson I thought you'd been playin piano for YEARS ^^; woops
Ahh I have upcoming dance performance this Friday. Inside our school we have houses (like Harry Potter and their 4 houses) and there's a dance competition between the 4 houses. The thing is, rules of the competition:
- must have at least 1 person from each form (form 1 - 6)
- must have 30secs of unison with everyone in group dancing
- must be at least 4mins long, the whole thing
our group is not ready! >< I told the form5 people to handle for us because we have exams, so cannot arrange everything. But even now, so much hasnt even been TAUGHT. some more after that we still have to work on SYNCHRONISING T_T SIAN la. I think we're sure gone. Our house hasn't got many good dancers. All the good ones that I dance with in other performances are in other houses. Now have to go head-to-head against them =( Sure die la ~~ Oh well. It'll still be damn fun =]
And I found out. My friend in SG that I met through audi's moving to
melbourne! That's so awesome la Eunice =) If you ever drop by Sydney be sure to let me know okaay. XD She's going to melbourne in September to choose a place. Ahh xD so cool
- jim
MOOD: yahh okay lor xDMUSIC: SHINee - 누난 너무 예뻐 ~ replay ~Haha wow exams coming up next week, so it's gna be really hectic for these next 2 weeks. Tryin to get myself prepared for the stress coming up. Should do okay though. I think the song I'm listening to has made me feel really just, so relaxed and happy. =] Heard it? New song that came out by the new boyband from SM-entertainment. Introducing...>> SHINee << [ pronounced "shiny" ]These guys are super young. Like, there's a 14yr old in the group. The other 4 guys, 2 of them are 16 and the last 2 are 18. So they're a bunch of young ones aye. But the song's really just, so damn smooth.~
nuna you are
so pretty ~ =]
~~ replay, replay, replay ~~"nuna" in korean means
older sister / older woman. So with that in mind...are SHINee interested in older women? O.o But either way, the song is just..haha I've been listening to this all of today and yesterday. It's just, such a nice smooth song ^__^ Not as good as
SON HO YOUNG (son-ho young still so much better lor), but maaan, I like =]
Went to school musical on Friday to watch my mei in her performance. Ahh the story was really goood =] Really funny musical~~ The main actress (Kelly) was sooo good. Really good actor!
From left to right:
Bowei, Shirley, Bren, Sheena, Jeremy, Anna (wha you such a poser!), Michelle, Karin, Nathan, Justin (lookin so happy lol)
My mei right in the front with the red dress. XD
haha FOOD! And justin's hand in the way >(
Wee =) That's it for today ~~
- jim
PS. nuna, you're so pretty ~~ ^_^
guess who this is =P a short segment i had to make up for some performance later on. needs to be fixed up though. theres sections i dont like in it, but ohh well XD
- jim
Haha damn since I got tagged, have to do this
1.if your lover betrayed you, what would your reaction be?
x___x betray = bye bye. not worth my time.
2.if you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
believe it or not. to save someone's life. that'd be like, awesome =]
3.are you satisfied with the way your life is right now?
could be better. but im making the most of it ^__^
4.are you confused of what lies ahead of you?
YES. OMGAWD YES. T__T uni next year. must study hard to get in the course i want5.what's your ideal lover like?
funny, outgoing. someone that can be my best friend and i can just be myself around.6.which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
definitely the latter7.how long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
depends if they're really worth it. if they are, i have patience8.if the person you secretly liked is already attached, what would you do?
i dont know..thing is. its happened to me before. i forgot how i reacted. i went really moody for a few days until i let it slide. =x jealousy pangs SUCK9.is there anything that makes you unhappy these days?
exams. and other random stuff =x10.is being tagged fun?
hahaha i like the questions. they're interestin !11.how do you see yourself in ten years time?
a paediatrician xD12.who are currently most important people to you?
theres too many. friends, family. xD my mei and my jie =] ohh and dolly gets a mention here too ~13.what kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
child? hilaaaarious. SOAPY! hahaha x314.which one would you choose-marriage or career?
can i choose both at the same time? =( cant pick15.what's the first thing you do every morning?
lie around for 5-10more mins before i get out LOL16.if you fall in love with two person simultaneously, who would you pick?
haha shit. x__x wouldnt know what i'd do.17.what type of friends do you like?
ones that i can be myself around ~18.if given the chance to turn back time, will you?
id have taken the shot 1.5yrs ago...=x19.Will you marry a person of your parents choice?
are you kidding me?! x__X no way!- jim
MOOD:
Tired, little stressed, but generally not too bad!
MUSIC:
It Started with a Kiss OSTDecided to take a break from doing my physics research assignment to try blog a bit. Actually, I’m writing this post while my net’s being dc. Just going to copy this entire thing over onto the blog when I get my net back tomorrow morning. Haha I’ve been lazy with my blogging haven’t I! Last Sunday since I last blogged. Woow T_T
Anyway nothing much has really happened once again. Exams are looming upon me in two weeks so it’s starting to get a lil hectic =x But I’ll survive, as I always do. Though the stress will kill me in the process. Man, I can’t wait till all this is over. This year’s the most stressful of all the highschool years. Once I finish my final exam on
16th November 2008
The first thing I’ll be doing is PARTYING like crazy. Seriously, I CANNOT WAIT. And then the thought of going overseas afterwards. –drools- xD Gosh if I keep dreaming about it I’m gna end up failing these upcoming exams. Can’t let that happen. Must ~jyjy~
Yesterday had STAT test all the way in the city. Basically an exam you have to do for pharmacy course in University of Sydney. The test standard is pretty low, so really didn’t have problems with it. But the travelling there was TERRIBLE. Sit, sit, do nothing. Train, then bus, then bus. And then return trip eurgh. Saw Sean, Kenny, Eddie and Viet there, all taking the same test at the same session as mine. Test was for 2hrs, but if you finished early you could just leave after handing in your paper. So yeah, A LOT of people started handing their paper in around 1.5hrs into the test. Finished the test damn early, so spent 45mins just checking checking. XD boring sia!
And then had school fete at my old pri school. It’s an annual event with rides, food, games and finishes off with FIREWORKS DISPLAY. This year’s was REALLY good. Fireworks a lot better than last time. Last time was damn lousy = = so disappointing. Met up with old friends as we just hang around as we did in the good old days. Haha some of us bought those inflatable hammers and we just started whacking each other for fun for like..15mins. Ahh sometimes it’s good to let your inner child come out. =]
Eeee, found some pics I took from last wk in class. Got so bored during maths and had camera in my bag so decided to take some photos ^^;
Justin, wth are you doing lol. stretching? xD
yay. simple harmonic motion T_T
my nice clean desk...
compared to my friend's really messy desk when she sits next to me xD
OHH OHH. That’s right. Our school has an annual musical every year run by the year11s and chorus members from other grades. This year’s one is coming up really soon. NEXT WEEK. 5th, 6th and 7th June. My mei managed to get me decent seats, only 5 rows back. Usually by the time sales go out to general public, you can only get like..20th row++ Because all the lead cast and chorus members get priority and get to buy a few days before everyone else. Ehh, but my jie can’t come. She wanted to come with me and her friend, but now she back off cause she bo time. T_T So now im stuck with 2 tickets. Tryin to find someone who’s free this Friday so they can join me =( I did choreography for the musical last year and had principle speaking role. Was really fun and so worth it. Met so many new faces, a lot of them I still keep in touch with today. This year I think they’re doing... “La Perichole” or something. I hope it’s good. Mei’s playing a flower girl LOL. ^__^ Ill be watching. DON’T MAKE ANY MISTAKES =P! x33
Haha hope this makes up for my laziness ^^; Okay okay this time must REALLY try to get my blogging back up to scratch. Comment more la! I barely see any comments from anyone except viro =( VIRO you blog stalker. You always stalk my blog, listen to my music wakaka.
- jim
